True colors

For a moment in time, I almost forgot that I had a blog. I wonder if that's a good thing. In these past few months, this blog has been something that I've been able to 'escape' to and put my thoughts into words or post songs that help express my feelings. But for a moment in time, I think I actually forgot that I had a blog. I'm always wondering what my next topic will be about by finding myself typing a memo to myself about what to blog about when I get home from work. Having to post twice a week can get boring and even though my entries may seem nothing but weird or pointless to my readers, it makes perfect sense to me. I tend to have writer's block or often find myself feeling uninspired and the best way around it is for me to go out and LIVE. If I'm out, I keep busy. Basketball. Clubbin. Driving. Enjoying the conversation of someone I know and love. If I'm in the comfort of my own home, I use the world wide web to read and discover new things that are our there in this world. It's great to be productive, especially after so many months of not doing so.

My point is that my mind is finally at a point to where I don't have to blog because it's my escape from misery. If the misery is no longer there, there's no longer a need to escape. I'm where I want to be... well on a one way trip to there. This black/white phase that I'm in is starting to break down and you can see the light starting to shine through. Soon enough, blotches of color will soon start to fill in between the lines of happiness and hope. I've been able to see people for who they really are and it's been great to surround myself with great people. Even those who I've written off have shown me that they are better than they have been or the person I remembered them to be... all in a good way. I've always cherished my encounters with people throughout my life. I believe now is a better time than ever to see how knowing them has made me a better person, someone who's true to themselves and always trying to make a difference because of the difference all of you have made on me.